something has changed
my rose colored view i had when i saw you now transparent
what have you done?
what did you do to me?
as i float through life i gain recollection
where have you gone?
the tsunami you caused
underwater
my flaw are now too visible
where did the time go?
everything you did that was so wrong so toxic
i inhaled
i took in i gave it a home
is that what you loved the most?
i put my foot down i gave myself a voice
you said goodbye
said that i was negative
painted me as Lucifer himself
and you? you were jesus
voicing your word of reason
scolding me for being wrong
you didnt accept me
who i was, was wrong in your eyes
i admit im not always so well tempered
sometimes my anger gets the best of me
i have no filter
but what did i do so wrong in your eyes?
i pointed out your manipulation that worked for so long
you wanted me to be trained
to be all you wanted
nothing of how i came