He left me
Where they held me
On the floor
I woke up and threw up all over
Where they held me
The pain, indescribable
Still less than
When he told me he loved her
My insides torn
Blood on the floor
But I would take that pain
A million times more
Than hearing him say he doesn’t love me anymore
They held my neck and put a foot on my chest
Where my heart lived before he wouldn’t come home
“Shut the **** up”
Was I talking? Was I screaming?
Was I talking to them?
Was I screaming for him?
Your a crying little girl
Go cry to someone else
And then it went black.
I woke up on my back.
Burning red. Pounding head.
Spinning room. Be quiet, crying little girl.
No one is going to save you.
You are alone.
Where he left me.
But I still love him.
Putting my shirt between my legs.
I still love him.
Crawling to my car.
I still love him.
Crying for him.
He never came for me.
I still love him.
Holding her
While they held me down
I still love him.
Every broken inch by broken inch.
He left me.
Where they held me.