Is what I want I can feel it now a little, had it once just kind of side by side for awhile just check each other out, not keep a file let things unfold in a relaxed normal way I want you as my friend first of all that's the only ways it's ever worked for me I guess it's not the most gushy and romantic or the most tantric or spiritual or connected and then rejected Just a natural kind of thing, that comes easily to my being