Crash         my bed tonight
tears-swelling in my eyes
I should have known

I should have known
not           let my heart get the best of me

I lied to it
Now it       breaks

Shatters into a million.      little.      pieces.

Falling to my floor
I will leave them there(forever)

Last time
was the Last Time I will fix myself up again

My mind        deceiving
playing games
just like the man who assisted        my heart’s suicide

But he is not to  blame.
it is MY foolish mind
for he doesn’t know
how I feel

And he never will.

No one ever will.

What do you see in me that’s not good enough
What does she have that makes her right




And to think
this was the worst heartbreak of them all…