i don't know what to do with it the fact that with you, is the last time i slept a night through to the morning and that when i need help from you i am not afraid of asking and that i had a dream about us in new york city and that i keeping thinking it should be me that it will eventually be us that you should let me take pictures of you sleeping and awake and maybe everyone else would stop raising their brows when you mention i'm in the passenger seat of your car and instead smile because they all saw us coming years before we really talked about it