I hide behind silly humor
I hide behind poetic form
I hide behind a false facade
So that I make myself perform

I'm afraid I'm not good enough
I'm afraid I'm not truly skilled
I'm a afraid I'm a worthless fraud
That this isn't my given guild

I beg for positive feedback
I beg for people to love me
I beg for confidence to come
So I can finally be free

Free to write only for myself
Free to know I'm able enough
Free to deserve the love I have
So I can stop writing the fluff