Cut from my womb no signs of life no first breath no first cry no first cuddle I did not get to count your fingers or toes nor did I get to look into your eyes you were taken and I was left alone wondering and fearful
Our first meeting through a plastic box wires, tubes, laboured breathing so frail and broken tears and hopes as I held your tiny hand afraid as tears wet my face
So tiny for such a brave warrior fighting against the odds as we stayed by your side marvelling at your strength and the devotion of those that cared
The first time I held you gingerly fearing tangled wires I finally felt that you belonged to me my little man
Our first night alone much overdue rush of love as you snuggle in and suckle like a pro Soon I could take you home and you would truly belong to us
Now time has passed you grew and found your feet my naughty little adventurer who is far to busy to sleep full of life as if making up for lost time