These few days spent on the rails next to our house brought me to the conclusion that if you could not think, you wouldn't be able to sleep 'cause you would need to yell "I'm dead, I'm so dead", and it's nothing against you, It's just a form of exercise for the mental capacity, "Wow, now I'm feeling it!" - you yell in disbelief, and you laugh in japanese, and you look up to the gods in the sky and you think... "Wow, I'm dumb", It's alright. I wouldn't mind.