Rather be broken than be whole
Rather be sensitive and full of emotion
Not worried about my pride
Not worried about my dignity
All I care about is my soul
my heart
my spirit
I love writing
I love chess
I love being positive
I love people
I love life
I love music
Most importantly
I love love
I love the way people fall head over heels for each other
I love the idea of hugging and squeezing
being so close yet never feeling close enough
It amazes me the way we change our routine and lifestyle
the way we adopt new hobbies
all these just to be noticed
I love how love can take a broken hopeless person
and make them whole again
I love how we blindly and stupidly follow certain people
Dance along to their songs
Sing along with their lyrics
Synchronize our heartbeats to theirs
I love how everything would remind us of them
How every love song reminds us of the extra miles we would go for them
How a beautiful orange red sunset would remind us
of the beautiful canvas that we painted for them with our blood
just for some attention
just for some affection
most of the time all will go unnoticed
and that is fine
we'll just be broken
and ready to be loved
and healed
by someone
who truly
deserves us