As I lay here tonight gazing upon my ceiling I lie awake & think of you. Remembering our every great memory shared, the time you kissed, cuddled, and played with my hair. The way you'd make me feel & how you make me feel now.... You were always good at coming & going but please stay and decide this time. I do not think my heart can bare anymore torture from your confussion. I wish you were all mine, sadly you wont ever let yourself be. You hold a special place in my heart and have a bond with me that can't ever be torn apart. So, just know that my heart yearns for you... it always has it always will.