I often think about that time in the morning at your house. I was awake, because I always woke up early, and once I sat up, and left your arms to sit by the cold window, you reached your arms out grabbing for me saying in a very sweet, hushed, slumbered tone: "Come back to bed, Ashy." Once you heard me start to cry, your eyes shot open, and you have never said you were sorry so many times in your life.