As she lies bleeding on the floor I promised I would do no more Harm to Myself I really tried But even I knew that I had lied Now I am dying and no one is home I has no help I is all alone I wants to get up and fix it all But there is no one left for her to call Now as I dies on the floor I hears everyone calling I a ***** I hears them calling out cutter-**** Now I wishes I didn't cut I wishes I could prove them wrong But now that dream sounds far too long I made the choice and now I will loose I wishes that I could choose If I could I would choose life If only I didn't grab that knife
October 25, 2016 thank god my mom found me before anything happened