I’m trapped inside my personal prison.
A terrible place full of beautiful words expertly crafted for create wonderful weapons. Not the kind that pierces the flesh… well not all the time. But rather ravishes the mind. Singing sweetly a song of solitary suffering. Planting lavish lies lamenting friendships lost. Calmly convincing me of my infinitesimal importance in the world. Seductively whispering solutions in my ear. How tempting an escape sounds so tantalizingly close. But then I go to write my final thoughts from my desolately dark mind and I don’t know how to say goodbye. So I look into the eyes of my best friend and retreat the the safety of my personal prison.