Jan 2019
Jan. 10 — 12:11 AM
Does my anxiety and depression make me an attention seeker? I don’t mean to be in the spotlight. I hate it. But I want someone to be close and deep.
Am I selfish for thinking about all of my daily issues?
Am I a coward for not being able to reach out? I don’t know how to. I never learned and was never taught.
Am I unwanted and unloved when I feel so alone? No one seems to really care.
Am I a fool for thinking gifts and words would mean so much to people when they are just materials? I thought that I would become closer, but it seems that I’m just a waste of time and energy.
Am I a ghost? Someone who is unseen and unknown by so many familiar faces.
Am I just making excuses?
Does my anxiety and depression make me an attention seeker? I don’t mean to be in the spotlight. I hate it. But I want someone to be close and deep.
Am I selfish for thinking about all of my daily issues?
Am I a coward for not being able to reach out? I don’t know how to. I never learned and was never taught.
Am I unwanted and unloved when I feel so alone? No one seems to really care.
Am I a fool for thinking gifts and words would mean so much to people when they are just materials? I thought that I would become closer, but it seems that I’m just a waste of time and energy.
Am I a ghost? Someone who is unseen and unknown by so many familiar faces.
Am I just making excuses?
