Jan 2019
Today, I saw your face again
And I felt as though I were meeting you for the first time.
That first meeting of ours...
It was so pure
And I was so shy
And you could not take your eyes off of me
And I could barely look at you.
"He doesn't deserve your admiration"
I had thought
And today, I thought that again.
I never thought I'd bump into you once more -
Not until you were ready to let it happen.
But nothing could prevent Destiny.
And when I saw you, I wanted nothing more than to pull you in
And to taste you.
To feel your lips pressed against mine
Even if you would have pushed me away.
But it was that first meeting all over again
And I could barely look at you
And still that didn't stop you from looking at me.
We had hurt each other in the past
But all that is so easily forgotten when I see you.
And as we hugged goodbye, I wished I wasn't such a fool.
I wish I had kissed you.
And I felt as though I were meeting you for the first time.
That first meeting of ours...
It was so pure
And I was so shy
And you could not take your eyes off of me
And I could barely look at you.
"He doesn't deserve your admiration"
I had thought
And today, I thought that again.
I never thought I'd bump into you once more -
Not until you were ready to let it happen.
But nothing could prevent Destiny.
And when I saw you, I wanted nothing more than to pull you in
And to taste you.
To feel your lips pressed against mine
Even if you would have pushed me away.
But it was that first meeting all over again
And I could barely look at you
And still that didn't stop you from looking at me.
We had hurt each other in the past
But all that is so easily forgotten when I see you.
And as we hugged goodbye, I wished I wasn't such a fool.
I wish I had kissed you.
I felt today was something straight out of a movie. And as much as I tried, I could not describe it precisely as it happened... But this will have to suffice.
To you: I'm sorry for all the hurt we've caused, but you know my love for you is constant and is worth so much more than those fights. And seeing you today... Though it flipped my stomach inside out and made my heart cry out and my head spin and eyesight sway... It filled me with joy. I could breathe you in for a few seconds and maybe that's what healing is. And I hope we meet again. I pray that we'll be together again.
I am no longer ashamed to admit this. You are my heart.
To you: I'm sorry for all the hurt we've caused, but you know my love for you is constant and is worth so much more than those fights. And seeing you today... Though it flipped my stomach inside out and made my heart cry out and my head spin and eyesight sway... It filled me with joy. I could breathe you in for a few seconds and maybe that's what healing is. And I hope we meet again. I pray that we'll be together again.
I am no longer ashamed to admit this. You are my heart.
