i haven't written in ages and everything's a blur to me though i might be oblivious of everything around me i could still hear their screams as they continued to shun me all i could do is to shun them back i want to have someone to talk to but i couldn't utter the words i want to relay i don't have a home it's all a wreck for me i don't have a home if it's not you everything's a wreck and i'm not maturing correctly i couldn't do things right i just couldn't see things right i couldn't see things right if it's not you