I stand next to you as the timer counts down In Atlanta 5...4...3...2...1... Happy New Year!!! You walk away as you text someone I’m left standing alone, and immersed In the center of the room Solidly, solely accepting you I can imagine how awkward You feel As I look down at your shoes Hmmm...your red vans, your rip jeans Your eyes, I can’t see Hold my hand and calm me Remind me what it’s like to have You in my car (I have a bag of your clothes in my backseat) Listening to music and singing As you’re aware of my mind Reeling with worry You were in a hurry, Rose Where’d you go? I use to count the days as if you had them Numbered 5...4...3...2...1...