I drowned in the reality of people,
The deepest truth of my existence
Broke me at first,
I wasn’t ready for my  family lineage,
Never wanted to be the next heir of wangdee industry,
I ran in darkness,
Drove down hiding into forest,
I starve, the thirst for finding myself ,
Brought my mind into point,
The point of nothingness,
The morning sun rise into woods,
The singing bird and no clue sounds
Adopted my rushing mind,
I sat,
Analyzed the very key point of living;
The stable mind, the mindfulness and the very own mind.