They scream louder,
My chest feels heavier,
My thoughts are scrambled,
Breathing is harder,
Tuck my head between my legs,
But that doesn't help,
Black dots in my eyes,
My heart beats faster.

I need to calm down,
The feeling is coming,
The rushing pain in my chest,
Where is my lighter?

Hide in the bathroom,
Lighter is red,
Fire been burning,
About 3 minutes,
Press it to my skin,
Feeling it sizzle,
My chest releases a little.

Have to hide the marks,
No one can know,
Always on my wrist,
Got a nice scar,
Everytime i do it,
Always the same spot,
My 'Vampire bites',
On my wrist it is.
-Bee-