Why
Why can't this stop
Why can I stop
Each fight cuts deeper
Each feeling of unwanted
Cuts deep why can't it stop
It's not just the world that is cutting me
It's you your like posien to me
You run deep in my vains
A virus I can't get rid of a virus that makes me feel so sick but I love it a virus that is killing me but I can't live without your just like a pill why can't I get pills out my head each overdose didn't work but why am I so stupid I can't even commit suicide right
That smile it makes me burn inside that smile I can't unsee I just want you to want me why is it so hard for me all I do is hold my breath and count to 10 on a constant state of anxiety why why me God why I believeed in you and you do this they say have faith but how how can I I pry I talk but you ignore me you don't help what am I doing wrong why just why one question in the univers that no one can or will answer WHY!