The calm makes me feel chaos and the chaos makes me calm
all was well at home though my mind was a hazy day
yet here, a place known for traffic and disarray
Is the place where anxious thoughts do not sneak in
is the mayhem mitigating my anxiety and fears
or are they just late to the show
will they hide for the first week but continue to fester and grow
until
meltdown
or will i finally be able to look in the mirror
be truly happy with what i see
be truly okay with me.