when i taste, i am alone. i am alone in this moment. warm wind making love to the candy green grass and nearby, my open mouth: a summer of oranges and chlorine and the idea of someone else’s lips.
a curious lightness of the heart — but i come back to my tongue and my tongue only.
a million aftertastes in the autumn that followed: pomegranates bleeding in the kitchen while the swimming pools began to close and those lips: only a moment. only an idea.
with taste i was alone.
with Sound came restlessness: a fresh morning crowded and sweet by the noise of the sun that chose us. that chooses us, still.
the sound of the bathroom sink beating the alarm clock. doors opening before eyes. the sound of a strange tense, of love in its past tense.
love craving a letter to wear on its tail, and borrowing Death’s first — how it leaves your teeth differently, how it will come to remind you of this gift.
even the shy ones, the sounds that happened while we were sleeping, even those sounds from underwater, where your voice returns to you heavy and misshapen —
even there when i listen i don’t have to be alone.