I want to hold you
I want to be with you

Yet I never will
Yet I never can

Because you don't love me any more
Because you don't see me as I do you

It pains me to know that you are there
And I am here.
It pains me to know that I can't have you
As I had you

I'd rather die than live with this pain
I'd rather die than knowing that you don't love me

So god please **** me
For I am useless and broken
Hurt and a lone

God please make it stop
You have never been there for me
And I have searched for you

God please make it stop
If you are there
Without a voice, I am screaming of pain
So god please make it stop