Forgive me
For the hundredth time
My drinking
Has been my downfall

But I can change
And leave you be
For real this time
I promise

How many boys
Do I have to choke
With my noxious fumes
Before I learn?

It's always fun
Until I remember
It isn't fun
For you

To whom
It may
Concern:
Just wait

Someday I'll find him-
The one who sets me straight
And refuses me my games
And redacts your names from my soul