Hello fear
By Me Cara Chappell
I’m tired I have nothing left to offer
This sickness has gotten the best of me
I literally just tried to and sadly
I don’t feel bad about it
Hello depression
I have nothing left to give to you
There’s no soul in this weary body
Hello again Me
Are you in there somewhere
I hear you screaming HELP ME HELP ME
BUT no one dares to listen
Until she SNAPPED
Hey you yes you
Do you have any joyous moments?
Any days where you could just breathe?
Freedom she needs to break free
Bottled up inside nobody feels her pain
She screams as if into a sound proof room
No one comes to her rescue
Hello fear
Hello depression
I’m loosing myself
Apart of me has been lost
Idk if she’ll ever return until it’s too late
And she’s realized what she has done
All of those who refused to HELP HER HEAR HER CRIES this depression is seriously something that she just couldn’t beat
6 feet under dirt on top of a wooden box
Everyone sheds a tear of grief
**** all of your tears
When she needed you all most
No one dared to care
Now she’s gone
Now she’s at peace
Now she will be heard
Now your reading all the texts
“I’m not well I need help “
Help
Help
Help
Help
Help
Help
TIL
She said no more
And seeks out another way
BANG
BLOOD all over the floor
CUT
now draining into the tub
PILLS
NOW in system taking her into another universe land of the dead
She really is scared
Hello fear
I’m scared of what is to be
But deep down I’m ready to end all
There is of me
Nobody cares enough to listen
I’m exhausted
Mentally I’m drained
Emotionally I’m numb
Physically I’m just here
But no more
I MUST FIGHT THIS FIGHT
GOD HAS ALLOWED ME TO GET THIS FAR I SHALL NOT GIVE IN NOW
Hello fear
I’m tired I have nothing left to offer
This sickness has gotten the best of me