I'm drowning. Air needs me. At lease someone needs me. There's no one around to save me, ever. Not you, not them, just misery by my side. A few more seconds, and it's over. No more kicking, splashing, or muffled screams, just black filled lungs. Food for the fish, as the ocean and I become one. Maybe it's not so bad. Being led by the moon. Digressing by nature. Ascending! Only to crash again.