Chartered this life from demise I grew to prefer schedules open for celebrations, as well, for funerals in pouring rains or in breezy plains. And I rose occasions to escape oblivion outta daily delights and saved my nerves for coffin wood fragrance and feiry dark grey shades and hid myself in timid strange bubble world. Then I would blare to stay aside by missing to pull together, but to fall apart dodging any greetings, yet fearing goodbyes, like fire-darts, 'coz for everytime a beloved hits the ground, dead cold, it burns a part in me smoking away the reasons we make to live, before we hit!