The bay of Cascais looks beautiful today calm blue sea and sky a rare summer appearance in December. A big bulk-carrier is waiting for the pilot, as a red-cross helicopter comes onto view landing on the deck of the bulk-carrier one of her crew is ill. When the noise of the chopper dies down, I think of yesterday when I wrote two poems which left me feeling sad and tired, these poems were probably the best I would ever write, but they will be read by the few and vanish in the dust of time.