my thoughts start to race
telling me to cut
to **** myself
telling me no one cares
that no one can love me
my mind is my biggest enemy
i let my mind win today
i cut
and i don't regret it
i missed the feeling
the problem is
i want more
i want deeper cuts
bigger scars
im sorry if i hurt you
but im not sorry for cutting
i need help
a way to feel better
when im alone
im okay when im around him
but hes not around all the time
when hes gone the thoughts come back