I always thought one day I’d write something worth reading So far, just lines and lines, used up catchphrases I slumber in the pine needles and breathe in the scent of cut Juniper Bathe in the shadow of sundials as the day fades, turns smiles to moonlit slumber In the green grass among the dead leaves I lay my head and listen to leaves changing color On the cold sand I listen to high tide turn to low, the rolling of the rocks and the breaking waves of foam The birds in the trees sing of bamboo forests in her backyard, blue room where she collected rocks and lucky charms Books with pages torn out, arrowheads she found in the field, a feather in her hair Pale blue eyes which reflected my dullness, reading Camus by the door She used to read to me, when the sun was sinking and my head was spinning from the last cigarette And hold me like a child, hold me with my eyes shut and my lungs screaming to speak one simple phrase To grab the pen, to open my eyes and speak symbols onto the page, make my ballpoint sing To read a word worth reading, to write a line worth writing, this is my desire