I'm not really okay..
     Even though that's what I say..
I'm so torn up inside..
I swear I almost died..

..but I'll do whatever I need to
        In order to see you..

even if it means being your friend..
     ..as much as we've been through..this can't be the end.             I would rather be around you..
                      ..than to be with out you.

   ..you know I understand a lot in life when it comes to this ****..     so I understand that you need to live life and don't have time for this ****..    not trying to be rude in any way..    just something I thought I sould say..        

..you're
     the
                   coolest
                             girl
                     I
                  have
                   ever
                             met..


I just don't want there to be regret..
..please don't shut me out
                 not over this
                                not now...