and all that **** about distance making the heart grow fonder it kind of makes me want to scream because what makes my heart grow fonder is you authentic in person incredible you and when i can't be with you it hurts a type of hurt that i have not yet felt before it's a hurt that makes me feel silly because i should just be lucky that i can have you at all but my heart wants to go to battle with the distance first and i know that i should just let it because i know that in the end my heart will always beat the distance