first semester freshmen year
i wrote you a letter
i wrote about
us
and
you
i wrote about
the butterflies,
the tears,
the 3 am chats,
the good morning pick-up lines,
and all about you
because you deserved to know
know that i loved you
even if not as you had loved me
but
then i found out about her
your girlfriend
my bestfriend
so i hid it
it collected dust in the back of my closet
until today
today was and is very different from then
because today i get to cuddle up in your backseat
because today 3 am chats happen in your arms
because today i have no reason to hide
i wrote you a letter
and i hope you'd love to read it