I have a confession I don't mind depression It helped me make friends But what if it ends Would they ever stay Even for one day Maybe they would No reason they should I am worthless Couldn't be less My pain is unbearable Chains so unwearable My mind is my prison By my own decision Locked myself inside Don't let me outside I will destroy you Though I don't mean to My issues are contagious Loving me is outrageous So do yourself a favor And make yourself a hater Throw away the key Before you can see The monster that is hidden I horse never to be ridden Please just keep me caged Never to be engaged