you took every minute particle of my love
each molecule of energy
I ceased to exist
except in relation to you
and I was happier than I had ever been.

so when I knew that your brother
was growing inside me
I thought there would be no love
no me
to share with him.

but some time, some how
entire new universes of love
of existence
exploded into being

for him,

for you

for us.