Sometimes I believe that failure is my middle name.
Always too open and my loyalty brings me pain.
When i speak the truth they **** me with lies.
And I always proclaim love so my portion is hate.
Never in life I'm first, only to my mother, well that's great.
And maybe to God also or does the angels get the first plate.
I love, I like, I like, I love, but now I fail.
I try, I do, I do, I try, and now I'm pail.
What did you say? Can't hear you!
Or you said I'm not worth it.
To be honest that's *******.
Because I am loved but by who?
A lot of people, so I don't care if not by you.
Don't try to justify your foolish ways or rainy days.
Everyone will be judged one day and their payments are not the same.
I will be kind, I will be honest, I will be loving, I will be loyal, I will stay the same.
And there's not one thing that would make me change.
Listen to your heart and never your mind.
Although your heart gets you into trouble most of the time.
But your mind is multiple and you think without concern.
And your heart is singular and that's how you truly learn.
Thank you to does who reject me and those who accept me.
Because I learnt that I am not as perfect enough for accepting.
But some day we will all die.
I hope when I do you don't cry.
So from today I believe that Success is my middle name.
I will never be too open but always loyal I will expect the pain.
I will speak the truth, I don't give a **** about the lies.
And I will always proclaim love so my portion is hate.
Thanks to a heart break, you helped me open a special gate.