First the cells in my skin will start to swell Then shrink they will, one by one, a few to dwell Then smaller and smaller I become And further more the darkness inside of me Will surely find a way to become undone
But change it I can, change the darkness to light By bringing a lantern too big for the fight So that no matter how much the blackness descends, I am ready and willing to shine my light and defend Defend all that I could be as a star shining bright
I am more than the gifts I was given I am more than the days I have lost I am more than the people who have broken my heart And I would never make them pay a cost
Blackened may be what appears inside my ribs But I will come out of the tunnel with a metal That metal is my smile, and I'll wear it from time to time To remind myself I'm soft and fragile as a rose's petal But beautiful as the cage I put myself in and also Freed myself from