alone in an atmosphere of what if's maybe's and could've beens i don't belong here what wrong turn have i taken when did my smarts betray me why did i settle for less than what i know i am worth the losers the degenerates the downtroddens embrace me for being the same and i've reached the low of low the lowest of lows and still i cannot will not accept that i am accepted into this familiar of the unfamiliar lifestyle.