This dead thing is really not my thing, never fully appreciating how empty it would be This dead thing all around and inside of me (for example) Who knew dust has teeth and it gnaws even at my pale thin voice still banging around the empty rooms of me? I thought this dead thing would simply surround me, would take my last breath like a flower and I would sink into the dirt and no, of course not, why would it hurt? This dead thing who knew how capricious it would be? I bet you thought it would at least be reverent, like a man holding his hat a grey fedora over his heart as if to say not mine no not this time but I will look down I will study the ground, this dead thing, passing before me