When you lose the ability to feel, You wonder if you're losing yourself. Will you survive the drought? I know you're sitting here filled with doubt, But do you have the strength to overcome? I think i'm mostly numb. And most times i come off as dumb. But when it's hard to decipher your thoughts, It's hard to leave everything you've fought. So how do you find the truest version of you? I know you don't want to continue, Because they keep changing your shoes. So how do you get yourself back? It's everything that you lack. How can you survive based on all of the lies? Where do you go where you don't need a noose around your throat? Just try not to choke on all of the lies along with their disguise. And try to find yourself while you hope you won't run out of time.