It felt good and it felt right You holding on to me so tight You were scared to death, I know On the outside it did not show You were strong and you were brave And like children we would misbehave Our time together meant so much That when you left I had no crutch Sitting here all alone Makes me wish that you were home Being gone 4 months from me Gave me the option to be free Since you have not been home It gave me time to be on my own To learn and do as I please Made me aware of life's miseries But what you did to me when you left Was harsh and cruel, not heartfelt.