Collapse under the blanket that is the night sky and let me count the stars in your eyes.
Listen as I tell you how much you're worth.
My words bear much weight and I fear that I will bury you under them.
Could we collapse under all of this? Under the weight of the words we are afraid to say, the fears what we are afraid to admit out loud.
Do you believe that our fears would swallow us whole; do you think the weight of our feelings will crush us?
Our bones are too brittle to support the heaviness of our feelings.
We stretch ourselves thin, past state lines, past Fenway Park, past the Empire State building, through spotty cell phone reception in the mornings.
We steal precious moments from the time keeper, who waves his finger to remind us that we donβt have much longer.
When we are together late at night I close my eyes and put my ear to your chest, listening to the beat of your heart as the seconds thump on by. I try to memorize its beat for those nights when I am so lonely and you are far from me.
Those nights are the worst. I can picture you laying with me, I can almost feel your arms around me even though you are hundreds of miles away.