What's the worst feeling of being in a room filled with people?

Oh, you know? Can you tell me what it is and what  it feels like?


Why should i tell You.
You wouldn't be able to understand even if i told You.
You have so many close friends and a family that doesn't fight.
You have siblings that have the same mom and dad as you.
You have clothes from expensive stores.
You bring a smile to everyone's face.
You make people proud.

You wouldn't understand the loneliness that i feel everyday. Feeling like you annoy everyone you talk to.
You don't have to shut your eyes real tight and cover your ears while you shake back and forth trying to ignore the screams from your mother and STEP FATHER's room.
You don't have to protect, raise, and worry about your HALF siblings.
You don't have to deal with dealing with an alcoholic mother.
You don't have to deal with your mother telling you about how your father is worthless just like you.

Of course You wouldn't know the answer to that question. But here is my answer for you

don't worry about it

until you experience that loneliness i feel don't bother asking stupid questions like that