I may or may not have
Something growing inside me
And I’m struggling to decide
If i want there to be
Scared and confused
I just wish I knew
A rolacoaster of pain and happiness
If it’s positive
I’m keeping the baby
But negative would cause relief
The stress from this thinking
Is getting to me. I’d be happy with
Him in there. See i’m hoping for a boy
But what happens with school and my future
The tears that cover this page are of stress not sadness.
And even if i am pregnant
My baby was never a mistake.