Sleepy murmurs with the shades drawn shut Only a thin crack of light attempting to say, A early & abrupt good morning But I don't really want a morning at all Rolling over as the sheets rub my skin Light & airy, but I feel very heavy I admire you in muted silence You meet my eyes with ocean calm I shift closer to you, pulling my chest to yours You wrap your arms around me And I do the same, we are mirrors I lay my head against your collar bone Let out a long held breath, That pushes it's way out hurriedly One of my legs goes between yours A tangle of me & you I feel your chin on my head I feel like a tiny flower in your hands I whisper, closing my eyes, "Is it going to be like this forever?" I feel you sigh, Your chest rises & falls Filled, then emptied with it You run your hand over, Then through my hair And I let out a thankful bit of air "Only if you want it to be, my love."
Being alone lately, has been a lot, harder, than usual.