wow! she's alive! up and writing barely surviving sure i can still process things but that doesn't mean i'm not dying slowly slowly makes everything worse when things go slowly for you all you want to do is press fast forward so things will end but then you realize all the stuff you want to do all the things you want to accomplish you don't want to skip that during times like this i don't want to press fast forward i want to live in the moment but that doesn't mean i's slowly dying slowly like the snail in your front yard imagine how long it will take him to reach his destination imagine how long it will take me to reach my destination "can we just stop for a second? i want to take this in" she said as the sun set he wanted it to go by quicker but little did he know he was always the one in a rush while she took and spent every second she had on things she loved to do she loved to read she loved to write she loved to sing and paint she loved to watch the sun set she loved to be with him but all he wanted to do is think about the future will he graduate college? will he get a good job? what will happen to him? that's all he ever thought about until she left him and she didn't look back because he was still busy looking forward and she looking down at her brown worn out boots took a step forward wow! she lives there she goes she will travel to the ends of the earth spending every second she has living in the moment not looking back or forward