I think I could see you but I'm not really sure

I'm learning words but when time comes
I couldn't comfort you the way I wanted to

I really want to say nice words
Even though it's just words
But doesn't most of us are affected by them?

Actions, my actions are they, good enough?

When my laziness shake hands with loneliness
They really create a mess

Mixed emotions

So, most of the time
I would just keep quiet

I don't know what to say
Something
That will get the good reactions

So, I will just keep quiet

I don't know what to say
Sometimes
Even though
My brain are running 60.39 megabits per second
Sometimes my heart beating slowly then surprised me with anxiety rise

This is just my sleep complex.