Insecurity and fear is haunting me again,
I have not figured out how to escape this sin.
When I let my guard down, the weakness I feel
It is Love, My ultimate evil.
I have no choice or control
This is an inner battle with my soul.
Torn to shreds by the thoughts I consume
I know this place well, it is my ultimate doom.
Love. It is my Darkness. The heartache you will feel
It hurts so bad, the pain is real.
From death, growing apart or not seeing eye to eye
One day it inevitable, you will say good-bye.
So scared, breathe deeply, I start to calm down
Security and safety are finally found.
I welcome your darkness it is my true friend
Solitude is the one thing I need till the end.
Triumph again! Love, I must walk away
If only they understood, if they would see it my way.
Alone again, a safe place for me
My heart I will keep guarded, that is my eternity.
‘She’s built up a wall’ I’ve heard them chime
My heart is so numb; it was broke too many times.
Alone? It’s not my darkness, this is where my happiness lye’s
No hurt, No pain, or true love that dies