i'm the kinda sad where i can't bring myself to cry i can't bring myself to eat i can't bring myself to wake up i can't bring myself to give a **** either i can't bring myself to try to try and climb my way out of this i rather let it envelope me i rather sink further because not caring seems so much better better than when i cared too much when caring was my downfall how can i fall now when i've already sunk below the surface