i forget things
a lot
but i promise it's not on purpose
and if i could change it i would
it's just that my mind is kind of like the weather
it's always changing
one day it's bright and sunny
and the birds are chirping
and the kids are playing
and the next day it's a ******* hurricane
i feel as if everyone is taking shelter from me

hurricane season is one that everyone dreads
although they love the cool weather
the threat of a storm keeps everyone on edge
they run and hide at the slightest sign of rain  
in fear of a full blown storm
they board up their windows
won’t tell me what’s wrong
what did i ever do
i didn’t mean to hurt anyone

it's not a sense of rage,
but more of being scared of hurting the things around me
so please, bare with me, as i forget the little things
my brain takes over sometimes.